nursing!!! I am in!! I got my package from the nursing department today!! I am in!! That is the phase of the day. I started this path 8 years ago with the birth of a precious baby boy. A baby that was so sick. He changed my life forever. I would have never had the courage, strength or passion to go back to school. Ryan is my inspiration!! 4 months ago I recieved a letter rejecting me for the August start. I was crushed. But I reapplied for the January start and today I am reeping the benefits of my hard work. I can tell you before Ryan I would have most likely not gone back to school but I for sure would not have had the confidence and determination to reapply and keep on going.
Today my 8 year old son told me that I am already the best nurse. He should know!! I have been a nurse to him for the past 8 years. Of course I am a mother 1st but for him mothering and being a nurse to him are all mixed up together. Ryan has a port that I learned how to flush about 2 years ago. He has so much trust in me that he lets me stick him with a needle every month and then looks up at me and tells me what a good job I did. Bless his heart he has been my ginny pig for a long time.
If you can't tell nursing for me is enter twined with Ryan. My passion for it comes directly from the care I have done for him.
GOD is good and he laid this path out for me. He even put a red light in my path. Maybe he wanted to test me to see if I was faithful, maybe I had to pay the price for goofing off in school so many years ago or maybe this is just his timing. I am sure there is a lesson in there some where and I pray that he reveals it to me. Maybe he just wanted to show me that this is "his" plan and not mine. He is in charge and not me. God is good all the time!!
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