Friday, August 29, 2008

try, try again...

i did it!! i put my nursing application in once again! so the hurry up and wait is here again. i will not know till the end of october if i made it in this time. patients once again.

school is going good. i am really enjoying my algebra class. who knew!! chemistry is another story. the professor is really out there. but i will make it through!

this is such a strange time for me. i feel like i am getting further and further away from getting into nursing. this is the first time since i went back to school that i am not in classes for the nursing program. i have been surrounded by other students wanting to be nurses or in other allied health care fields. it is so hard to keep my focus. i am still feeling a little lost and confused.

i have found comfort in God's word. i was having bouts of insomnia for the first time in my life. i am usually out in minutes of laying down so i find it unsettling to lay down and my head just won't stop. here are some verses that have really made a huge difference in my nights.

psalm 32:8 i will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go. i will counsel you and watch over you.

psalm 25:4 show me your paths and teach me to follow.

psalm 25:2 in you i trust, o my God. do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me.

psalm 37:5 open up before God, keep nothing back, he'll do what ever needs to be done.

psalm 4:8 i will lie down and sheep in peace, for you alone, o Lord, make me dwell in safety.

psalm 5:3 each morning i will look to you in heaven and lay my requests before you, praying earnestly.

i pray God's will be done!!!

1 comment:

Froggymama said...

Hi, I found you on the CF yahoo group. My maiden name is Gustafson, and we have a daughter (3w/cf). Just thought I'd say hi to another Gustafson! Take care.