The post I didn't want to write...I did NOT get into the nursing program for the fall start. For the past year God laid out this wonderful journey that I have been on. After being a stay at home mom for 9 years I went back to school. Talking about changing your life. The first day of class I could barely walk in the door. Yea a little nervous. Eight classes later I am confident and I have my identity back. Not Bill's wife or Taylor, Ryan, Colin's mom. I have been in the top percentage of my classes. It is nice to be using my brain again. Of course we all have a past and mine included being a poor student 15 years ago. Unfortunately for me I can not retake classes that count to get me in the program. So 15 years later my GPA is not good enough to get into the program. All my A's just can't out way my C's. The nursing program is a competitive entry because there is not enough spots for all that apply.
So now I am at my brick wall. I have my AA degree and all the classes required for the program. I have desperately looked at options and so far there are none. I will reapply in August for the January start but with only a month before the next application date I don't really know what I can change.
I am devastated because I know this is where God has led me but yet he has slammed on the brakes. I do not get it and possibly never will. I have faith that God will led me to where I should be but that doesn't mean I have to like it today!! In fact I didn't like it yesterday and tomorrow is not looking much brighter. I plan on sulking for the next 3 days then I will pull myself up and wait on God. I am just not ready today!!!
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